New piece reveal! :D ps I’m on tiktok now, follow me to see random art vids XD
Streamin for a bit :3
Twitch
playing around in adobe fresco bc i have no new years plans and why not XD
hobbitkaiju requested sam/bucky lacy teddy cuddles, and so!
I had a conversation with someone the other day, and I kinda wanted to share, because its a lot what this piece was about to me.
Clothing as armor.
Trans and genderqueer people can and often do have very complicated relationships with nudity and sexual situations. At the very least I know I do.
I feel like this is something I see distinctly missing sometimes in cis fandom depictions.
But for some people, there are a lot of days where you just need to sit inside wearing the most gender affirming clothing you can find, just to be.
My head canons for genderqueer Sam and Bucky are that they’re recently coming to terms and getting comfortable with their gender identities, and having someone around you exploring that too has kind of brought more of it out in both of them.
Moments like this aren’t about the sexual part of their relationship
but comfort and safety.
Y’all remember this????
I’m so ready for the show pleas.
Commissions
Okay SO. I am finishing up the backup finally, and as far as I know, I’ve contacted everyone waiting on a commission recently. If you commissioned me and haven’t heard from me, please let me know.
I can’t even express how sorry I am it took this long. There’s no excuse. It wasn’t intentional, but it still happened, and for that I’m really sorry.
I will not be taking illustration commissions again for the foreseeable future, or at least until my mental health and executive dysfunction is vastly improved.
Just a note tho, in case anyone sees me there, I will be taking photo editing work from fiverr because I’ve been able to complete photo editing projects reliably. Go figure lol.
Otherwise, I’m just gonna work on my own stuff and hopefully rehabilitate myself a good bit.
Thank you guise for sticking around, and being so patient with me. It’s been a hellish journey, but I’m still going, in part from all the support I’ve been given 💗
Next time I post here will hopefully be just the start of getting back to what I love 💕
Commissions
Okay SO. I am finishing up the backup finally, and as far as I know, I’ve contacted everyone waiting on a commission recently. If you commissioned me and haven’t heard from me, please let me know.
I can’t even express how sorry I am it took this long. There’s no excuse. It wasn’t intentional, but it still happened, and for that I’m really sorry.
I will not be taking illustration commissions again for the foreseeable future, or at least until my mental health and executive dysfunction is vastly improved.
Just a note tho, in case anyone sees me there, I will be taking photo editing work from fiverr because I’ve been able to complete photo editing projects reliably. Go figure lol.
Otherwise, I’m just gonna work on my own stuff and hopefully rehabilitate myself a good bit.
Thank you guise for sticking around, and being so patient with me. It’s been a hellish journey, but I’m still going, in part from all the support I’ve been given 💗
Next time I post here will hopefully be just the start of getting back to what I love 💕
Hi
How are you all?
I’m sorry I’ve been quiet. I’m currently kind of drawn into myself while i work on personal things.
But I hope you all are doing okay!
Sorry just need to vent a moment.
Bc honestly, legitimately, what the fuck is wrong with me that this keeps happening??
I have befriended and dated so. Many. Abusive people, that I was totally oblivious to. Like I keep ending up in close proximity to abusers, forming significant relationships, taking the abuse and not realizing till years later, it’s like I flock to them!
Why?!
I’ve been abused and assaulted, significantly, by five different people in my lifetime. That’s fucking- what the actual hell?! How is that even real??!! With more than a few just barely escaped moments. And it’s no fucking wonder!
It’s times like this I never want to leave my house again. I can’t be fuckin trusted with my own safety ffs.
Idk if y’all saw this going down today, but Alec Holowka, the developer I worked with for Marian 11 years ago now (and also the coder behind night in the woods), has been accused of sexual abuse and assault. By multiple people now.
I doubt anyone even remembers me from that, or remembers it was a thing, but I just wanted to put this out there right away bc I’m. Wtf. So horrified.
Here’s the original story, it’s incredibly disturbing and triggering, and contains some graphic descriptions of sexual abuse, so please proceed with caution: https://twitter.com/UnburntWitch/status/1166212005629325313?s=20
Eesh, this blog is a mess.
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